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party on Wednesday, May 13, 2009
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Party At My Place.
author:Fangs
Edit;
hey...hm i dunno y im blogging twice today...but yea. just felt like it.
i feel like crap. ok not really. just...i dunno. i feel so mixed up, confused?
wadever, i feel so petty. kinda? ugh. forget it.
what is my problem. i wanna talk about it, but yet i'm afraid?
afraid of what? i really dont know. what ppl will think about me?
heh. you'd think im over that now. but sry. NOT AT ALL.
y do i care so much? its so stupid. even if they do tell me to my face. yea it hurts but hey, who r they to judge.
i can type so much of this, i can give ppl so much advice bout living their own life n yet i cnt even live mine.
it sucks to have to live ur life based on what ppl say or think. n yet, i still do.
yes the people close to me r great, their good friends n all. so y m i still trying to please everyone. i wouldnt say i have like low self esteem. ok maybe i do. but aren't i supposed to be the crazy, confident n gutsy one. different side perhaps? ugh. this is driving me crazy!
you know what, lets forget it.
does it matter?
sadly, it does.
do i care?
looks like it.
does it hurt?
Kinda.
Is it just me, or are things just different now?
Past, present and future, what changed?
-The person.

emme hear you say...
HEY my loves. hahhaha
ok i got LOTS of good news.
1. MY MUM JUST GOT US HAIR APPOINTMENTS AT KIM ROBINSON aka KR+. OMG! hahah this sat. WAYYY excited! ahhh. kimrobinson is like THE hair salon. they style celebrities in Hollywood. yea this is like a franchise. but how awesome is that?!
2. my party is gonna be on the 30th may, my place. pool and bbq party. but not really confirmed yet. need del to make sure n stuff. THEN will we start on the invite list. sadly. wont be too big cuz doubt it would be a good idea. at first wanted 40...but reduced to 20. dont even think i can like FEED 40 ppl....hahah. but anwyays, yes pool party. so casual. FBTs and shirt is FINE. if not bring change/swim suit. so yes. will send out invites as soon as del gets her moms approval. n giok too, actually. haha yea its like a combined bday party. 3 in 1. cool aye. haha.
3. Joel's exams r ending soon! monday.
ok not that soon! but i miss him a TON. even tho i just saw him yesterday...he doesnt seem so well recently, so yea. feel kinda bad. poor baby. but anyways, Cheer up love.
hm ok im outa good news. but hey! its alot for a day. so anyways, bout today. hahah
went to Lido with the girls-Del, Sab, Giok. haha yea went to watch Wolverine. it was scary. gory. but sweet too. haha it was nice. good movie. Hugh Jackman is Smexy Shizz. so is TAYLOR KITSCH(Remy LeBeau) and TIM POCOCK(Scott Summers). omgggg. HOTT. hahah.
sorry Joel. dont be jealous yea. ;P
haha anyways. WTF luh del. DONT ATTACK MEEEE.
HAHHAHAHA omg. today. was. HILARIOUS! haha me, del, sab n giok wete talking bout 17 Again today. yea the part where Maggie tries to hook up with Zac. yea. haha how she growls n 'play games with him' haha. it was spastic. for some reason. giok n del started picturing me...as maggie. LIKE WTF!! haha sabby started imagining as well...yea SHE SPAT WATER ALL OVER HERSELF. like wtf damn GHAY!!! haha. but anyways, i m INSULTED. bitches. haha. 1. I DO NOT GROWL. 2. I M NOT A SLUT! 3. I have more of a life than to case after a guy LIKE THAT!! it was like super spastic luh. but ZAC IS HOOTTTTT.
haha Jo, so sry, this whole post is like bout guys...yea. sry! dont be jealous kay. c'mon their NOT REAL! n u know i'll always love u. MWAH.
ok i guess im done for today. gonna call jo now, know how he doesnt like me on the com while on the phone with him. ESP. today. he seems...i dunno. emo? haha okok. i have to goooo.
I could so get used to this.
XxX